depression, anxiety, paranoia, insomnia, cyclothemia, depersonalization disorder
Have you ever laid on your bed at night and cried because of you’re not good enough? Have you ever counted all your flaws and felt worse about yourself? Do you ever wake up in the morning feeling ugly and alone? Have you ever had a mental breakdown inside a dressing room because every cute item of clothing looks horrible on your body? Do you ever let people into your life when you need someone the most and end up falling for them instantly? Do you ever realise how much this world doesn’t make sense ? Do you realise how much thoughts can eat you alive?
I just want someone who actually gives a shit about me and treats me like I matter for more than a few months.
i swear tomorrow is the day i stop eating